I Miss You So Very Much

I know you won't be reading this until you are back, but here I go anyways.

I miss...

Holding your hand
Your beautiful smile
Your laugh
Your eyes
Your voice
Receiving text messages from you
Cuddling with you
Waking up from a nap with you by my side
Talking with you
Sitting in silence staring into your eyes
Making you laugh
Tickling you
Driving in a car with you
Going to the store with you
Spending every moment of spare time with you
Making wedding preparations with you
Watching tv with you
Watching movies with you
Playing video games with you
Talking about work with you
Sharing everything that happens to me with you
Looking at your ring
Walking with you
Smiling with you
My nightly good night text from you
Going to church with you
Putting my arm around you
Hugging you
Kissing you

I miss you so so much! I hope you have a safe trip and I can't wait to see you! I love you more than words can say!!!

The best woman ever!!!

For Thanksgiving weekend Rachelle invited me to spend the time with her and her family in Las Vegas. I was excited to spend all that extra time with Rachelle plus I got to meet the rest of her family. I started to get sick a few days before the trip, but things looked as if they would get better. When we headed down on Wednesday I started to get worse. As the weekend progressed my condition deteriorated to the point to where we had to leave early Sunday morning to get me back in Utah to see a doctor that accepts my insurance. The whole weekend Rachelle stayed by my side helping me as much as she could.
After a very long trip we finally arrived in Salt Lake and got to the doctor. I was being worked on for about an hour with Rachelle waiting in the waiting room for me the whole time. I learned that I had Bronchitis. When I got home, before I could even take my medicine, my condition got so bad that I could barely stand and I was having the worst Asthma attack of my life. Rachelle stayed and helped me through it. She then helped me get some food down and then helped make me comfortable until the meds kicked in.
I've realized just how lucky I am to have Rachelle in my life. I don't know what I would have done without her last night and I don't know what I would do without her for the rest of eternity. This weekend has helped me love her even more and I know even more now than before (which was still quite a bit) that Rachelle is going to be an amazing mother to our children. I love you so much! Thanks for all you do for me!!!